I’ve got spontaneous superfluous joyfulness that interrupts my natural patient miserly self. & might I add, it’s just FAB. Maybe it’s the memories that I replay time and time again, that trip to the past to the many happy places, perhaps it’s the bright future, this vision of my soon to be unorganized perfect life. Whatever the cause of such glee, I enjoy it, & my middle finger constricts itself , but just wants to plop up every time the pessimists come around to try and shoot me down. & although sometimes these life suckers succeed , I catch myself & just get all giggity inside. & have inner fits of laughter that just lighten this soul ..
& that’s just me lately. & I LOVE, LOVE love it .
— The Lovely Bones (2009)
I.was.mesmerized.
